First day of high school

First day of high school

Most people have awful experiences at their first days in school be in it middle school, high school or college. Some feel terribly nervous, other are devastated they  are going to start a new level of school without their previous school friends and others are just worried how it’s all going to turn out. Getting to high school first day, things get really get intense when you are a freshmen and everything feels like it’s on a high unmatchable note, people are behaving different, dressing totally different and classes are nothing like they used to be in middle school.

I expected my first day in high school to be unbearable, I pictured the senior students to be bossy and all bully and my thoughts were clouded with meeting beautiful girls with mean faces and anti-social personalities and the rich kids to be the famous ones who owned the school attention and I can’t say I didn’t think I was going to be an introvert, a confused total weirdo with no attractive social skills. I don’t know why my expectation felt this weird maybe it’s the scary high school stories I heard from friends and siblings or maybe I got the horrifying feeling from the high school fiction movies that I watched and made life there look like being stuck in a dark squeaky room.

So this day didn’t turn out to be like anything i imagined of it being but at the same time I can’t say it was anything less than scary. I met some middle school friends we said hey but things were nothing like our old school so the catch up didn’t feel anything like a relieve and everyone seemed totally different but at least I knew someone or so I thought until I was at a cafeteria during lunch all alone, I couldn’t trace them anywhere and the place was all crowded and noisy but the solace that I took pleasure in was that I wasn’t the only one experiencing getting socked in a chaotic hunger period, all freshmen seemed to have a problem others even finding a place to sit was a really sweaty struggle and yes that felt like an encouragement, I wasn’t alone in my chaotic ride.